I was hoping to save my 100th blog for something exciting. But that's not happening. I was totally ready to come on and tell everyone that we were finally pregnant. My period was late. My temperature was up. And then this morning...it dropped. Went to the doctor, negative pregnancy test. This was our last shot on our own.
Now we have to go to the Turkey Baster method, as I so fondly think of it. I don't think I've stopped crying since my temperature this morning at 5:45. This sucks. God hates me.
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no, you're not hated, apparently S/HE thinks you can handle this and that's why this is happening. (Isn't that what religious people always say?) I'm sorry things didn't work out for you this time around. Perhaps the baster is just what you need! I'm pulling for you.
I'd rather prefer you said that God had nothing to do with this at all. At least that would imply that I'm not being punished.
Sorry to hear that today is a sad day. :-( You're not being punished in any way. Hopefully this next phase will be what does it! That way we can celebrate with you.
you're not being punished in any way and i didn't mean to imply that (sorry if that's how you read it).
I don't mean to say God has nothing to do with it as most faiths would (including your religion) believe that God has something to do with everything. Really what i was implying was that you're a strong individual and can handle the frustration. Even though it's not fun i'm sure you'll get through it with the love of your marriage and the support of your friends and family.
We can have lots of fun Reunion weekend...not to poke fun at the situation be we can have a Thanksgiving dinner if you thought it would be lucky or anything...
You're not being punished sweetie- and just think... now every time you make a turkey, you'll have fond memories of your journey to parenthood. Remember you're always in our hearts and prayers! See you soon.
Stephanie
Lisa,
That's just plain shitty. No other words for it. I'm sorry about what you're going through. Hold tight to Kendall...it's eachother that will get you both through this.
Like your friends said, there's no way you're being punished, though it may feel that way.
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