So I'm having a down kind of day. The weather is icky. We had to sit through 3 periods of state testing today. The kids were totally wound up afterwards and were total monsters the last period of the day. On top of all of that I'm feeling very poor. We have to save up a ton of money for our taxes, which we weren't expecting to pay. We used all of our savings on this stupid infertility already. On top of that we're going to have to start saving for more infertility if I don't get pregnant in the next 2 months. I only get two more tries on Clomid and then we have to move on to something more expensive.
Then....I forgot that Karen was going on a trip to Florida this week and so I opened her blog to read about Disney World. It got me thinking about our vacation there this past summer with the Kipps and how much fun we had even when we were hot and tired. And it made me start thinking about how we can't afford to go on any vacations this year (as in the entire calendar year of 2006 and maybe 2007) because we're paying for this infertility. And it just made me sad, because it's not fair that we can't have a baby for free like thousands of other people.
Oh yeah, AND I'm still on my Clomid...last day thank God....and there's no good TV on tonight. *Pouting*
2 comments:
you and kendall should go on a mini-vacation. Jim and i went to Mammouth Caves for 3 days and the whole trip, food and all!, cost <$300. :)
No free babies does suck. :( hopefully your prayers will be answsered sooner rather than later.
You need a "holiday"... short jaunts always help to re-charge and don't have to cost very much... not to mention super fun.
I know your prayers will be answered soon! Keeping you in thoughts and prayers!
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