WARNING: This blog will talk about something gross that happens to girls. Enough said? Keep reading if you really want to hear about this...
For once I'm actually excited...that my period came! I know that's totally gross and weird. But it means that I can FINALLY start moving in a better direction (I hope) with my infertility! And the best part is that I don't have to wait the requisite 14 days til ovulation. My action starts on day 5. Okay, let me clarify "action" in cause you're going "Ewwwww!" I start my Clomid on day 5. I feel like we're finally taking back a little control!
My biggest fear is that it won't work. That we'll go through the rollercoaster of hope again for 6 months only to hear that it's not going to work. And my second biggest fear (Sorry Dathan and Natalie, this has nothing to do with you personally) is that next Christmas there will only be one baby in the Erdahl family. So everybody who reads this (like all two of you-haha) please pray that this stupid drug works!
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